Today was a bad day for me.<\/p>\n
Everything and everyone irriated me. I couldn’t help it. No matter what I did I could not improve my mood.<\/p>\n
My sisters are over at the house tonight with the kids and dogs, and all I wanted to do was get out of the room.<\/p>\n
Nothing against them, not at all. I just didn’t want to be around people. I snapped at my niece, and then I knew it was time to leave the house for awhile.<\/p>\n
I spent a couple hours driving around, just wandering with no direction or plans. I found myself driving past Eden hospital, the place where I was born, the place where my sisters were born too–and also the place where my mom died.<\/p>\n
As I drove past the hospital I kept looking up to that top floor, the neurology wing, the last place I saw my mom. It was… surreal.<\/p>\n
Sigh.<\/p>\n
I wandered for a bit longer and finally made it home. Not happy at all to be there, but with nowhere else to go.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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