I’ve been feeling a bit pissy lately. I’ve been snapping at friends. I’m not sleeping as well as I was just a few months ago. I’m always tired.<\/p>\n
The job search is not going well at all. Every day I spruce up the resume for the particular position I’m applying for and send out a few. Cover letters are particularly trying, but I feel that I’m a pretty good writer, so that part isn’t so bad. The endless pages of the boring applications are what really get to me.<\/p>\n
I’ve got that “I’m rotting here” feeling again. The same feeling I get after I’ve lived in a place for longer than six months. I don’t know what it is about me, but I really, really like to move. Most people hate it. They get all stressed out and complain endlessly, but not me. I love to move every six months or so. If I stay longer than that in place I get fidgety. I hate to come home. I hate to be in the apartment or room. I’ve been back in Hayward for almost six months now, and this is how I’m starting to feel.<\/p>\n
I haven’t liked Hayward since my senior year of high school, when all I wanted to do was the fuck out of here. In my first year of the Navy I’d come home, sometimes reluctantly, and stay for a few days. It never felt the same, not like when I was a kid, when Hayward felt like home. Hayward hasn’t felt like home since I was 17.<\/p>\n
I really need to quit my bitching, I’m starting to sound like a woman…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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