Monthly Archives: October 2003

Sea Change

Right now I’m listening to Beck’s new album, Sea Change. Well, it was released last year but whatever. The point is I’m listening to this album and I’m thinking, “THIS is Beck???” It’s incredible. He sure has come a long way since his hit single “Loser”. This album really shows his maturity and his range as an artist. I’m blown away, really.

In other news I got my grad check back. Everything is A-OK, as the astronauts say. As long as I pass all my classes this semester and next I shall graduate. It’s about time, too. I’ll be 32 in a couple months. So I’ll have my BA in Liberal Studies: focus Computer Science, minor in History.

“Hey Tom, what can you do with that?”
“Hey Tom, what are you going to do after graduation?”

I love those questions, I really do. To me that’s like asking, “What are you doing this weekend?” How about whatever I feel like doing? Like I’m supposed to have every day of the rest of my life planned out. I don’t want to make a commitment to one career, only to find out I hate it. Besides, to me there is nothing more tragic than some poor sap that does the same thing his entire life. If he’s lucky he’ll retire and get to enjoy it for a few years, and then die. I’m just not built that way. I’m like a tumbleweed, going wherever the wind takes me. I’m the Jack of All Trades type. I’m sure I’ll have a few dozen careers by the end of my life. I just want to live the fullest life possible. I want to explore this vast world we live in, meet as many interesting people as I can, and take it all in. One day, on my death bed, I want to be able to say these two little words and mean it, really and truly believe it: “no regrets”.

Feeling lazy

P R O C R A S T I N A T I O N . . .

US History test Thursday
History of the Old West test Friday
Poetry Project due Friday
Ancient Greek History 10 page paper due Tuesday
Environmental Geology midterm Tuesday
Ancient Greek History midterm next Thursday

Think I’ve started any of the reading, writing, or studying for any of the above yet? Not on your life…

I thought maybe if I put all this down on my blog, and I’m forced to read it, maybe I’ll get crackin’. Maybe. We’ll see.

Books and coffee and a woman

Today I started to feel myself again. I’m still a little tired though. However, that feeling of fuzziness, like my brain wasn’t all there, has passed. I should be fine with a few nights of good sleep.

I went to the bookstore tonight to kill some time. I got a mocha and browsed the ancient Rome and Greece books. I spent some time with a Linux book. I met a girl there that seemed pretty cool. She’s about my age and pretty smart. I asked her for out for coffee Wednesday. She’s going to meet me at Starbucks downtown.

I got back in the gym tonight after having missed 4 days. Thursday night hurt me and I just couldn’t bring myself to do much of anything this weekend. Even today I had very little energy. I had to cut my workout short.

I’m feeling the stress tonight. I have many, many papers and midterms coming up in the next week and I’m running out of time. But I’ll get it done, I always do…

Time for sleep.